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Kate Millet update (fwd)
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Date: Wed, 8 Jul 1998 11:55:55 -0400 (EDT)
From: Joanne Naiman <jnaiman@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
To: PROGRESSIVE SOCIOLOGISTS NETWORK <psn@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
Subject: Kate Millet update (fwd)
This depressing message came my way today.
Joanne Naiman
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>
> The feminist time forgot
>
> In 1970, Kate Millett wrote Sexual Politics, a groundbreaking,
> bestselling analysis of female oppression. And what is she doing now?
> Read her and weep
>
> The Guardian (London) Tuesday June 23, 1998
>
> Another season at the farm, not that bad, but not that good either:
> the tedium of a small community, shearing trees, so exhausted
> afterward that I did nothing but read. A season without writing or
> silk screening or drawing. Back to the Bowery and another emptiness. I
> cannot spend the whole day reading, so I write, or try to. A pure if
> pointless exercise. My books are out of print, even Sexual Politics,
> and the manuscript about my mother cannot find a publisher.
>
> Trying also to get a job. At first the academic voices were kind and
> welcoming, imagining I am rich and am doing this for amusement,
> slightly embarrassed as they offer the new slave wages. I hear the
> guilty little catch in the administrative voice, forced maybe to make
> a big concession of $3,000 in my case. But I couldn't live on that, I
> demur. "Of course, no one does," they chuckle from their own
> $50-80,000 "positions". A real faculty appointment seems an
> impossibility, in my case as in so many others now. I have friends
> with doctorates earning as little as $12,000 a year, eking out an
> existence at five different schools, their lives lived in cars and on
> the economic edge. I'm too old for that and must do better. "Oh, but
> our budget," they moan, "we really have no funds at all, much as we'd
> love to have you." "Surely I'm qualified?" I ask, not as a "celebrity"
> but as a credentialed scholar with years of teaching and a doctorate
> with distinction from Columbia, an Oxford First, eight published
> books. They'll get back to me.
>
> But they never do.
>
> I begin to wonder what is wrong with me. Am I "too far out" or too
> old? Is it age? I'm 63. Or am I "old hat" in the view of the "new
> feminist scholarship"? Or is it something worse? Have I been denounced
> or bad-mouthed? By whom? What is the matter with me, for God's sake?
> Has my feminism made me "abrasive"? Surely my polite, St Paul manner
> should be reassuring. God knows I'm deferential enough to these
> people.
>
> I begin to realise there isn't a job.
>
> I cannot get employment. I cannot earn money. Except by selling
> Christmas trees, one by one, in the cold in Poughkeepsie. I cannot
> teach and have nothing but farming now. And when physically I can no
> longer farm, what then? Nothing I write now has any prospect of seeing
> print. I have no saleable skill, for all my supposed accomplishments.
> I am unemployable. Frightening, this future. What poverty ahead, what
> mortification, what distant bag-lady horrors, when my savings are
> gone? And why did I imagine it would be any different, imagine my
> books would give me some slender living, or that I could at least
> teach at the moment in life when every other teacher retires, having
> served all those long years when I was enjoying the freedom of writer
> and artist, unsalaried but able to survive on the little I'd been used
> to and to invest in a farm and build it into a self-sufficient women's
> art colony and even put a bit by. The savings might last 10 years,
> more like seven. So in seven years I should die. But I probably won't;
> women in my family live forever.
>
> Much as I tire of a life without purpose or the meaningful work that
> would make it bearable, I can't die because the moment I do, my
> sculpture, drawings, negatives and silkscreens will be carted off to
> the dump.
>
> The Feminist Press, in its first offer last fall (it took them 12
> months to come up with this), suggested $500 to reprint the entire
> text of Sexual Politics. Moreover, they couldn't get around to it till
> the year 2000, since they'd need to commission one or two fancy
> prefaces by younger, more wonderful women's studies scholars. My agent
> and I were happy to refuse this offer, and the next, for $1,000.
>
> The book also fails to attract interest from the powers that be at
> Doubleday, who have refused to reprint it, even though another
> division of the company is celebrating Sexual Politics with a long
> excerpt in an anthology of the 10 most important books the house has
> published in its 100 years. A young female editor at Doubleday gave my
> agent to understand the work of more recent feminist scholarship had
> somehow rendered my book obsolete in the "current climate". I am out
> of fashion in the new academic cottage industry of feminism.
>
> Recently a book inquired Who Stole Feminism? I sure didn't. Nor did
> Ti-Grace Atkinson. Nor Jill Johnston. We're all out of print. We
> haven't helped each other much, haven't been able to build solidly
> enough to have created community or safety. Some women in this
> generation disappeared to struggle alone in makeshift oblivion. Or
> vanished into asylums and have yet to return to tell the tale, as has
> Shula Firestone. There were despairs that could only end in death:
> Maria del Drago chose suicide, so did Ellen Frankfurt, and Elizabeth
> Fischer, founder of Aphra, the first feminist literary journal.
>
> Eizabeth and I used to run into each other at a comfortable old hippy
> cafe in Greenwich Village that I visited in the afternoons, writing
> some of the darker passages of The Loony Bin Trip in public to avoid
> the dangers of suicidal privacy at home. She'd just finished a book
> that was her life's work. Probably it wasn't getting the reception
> she'd hoped for in the already crowded new market of "women's studies"
> texts written by sudden specialists in this field. Elizabeth and I
> would eat an afternoon breakfast and chat, carefully disguising our
> misery from each other. Feminists didn't complain to one another then;
> each imagined the loneliness and sense of failure was unique.
> Consciousness-raising groups were over by then. One had no colleagues:
> New York is not a cosy town.
>
> Elizabeth is dead and I must live to tell the tale, hoping to tell
> another generation something I'd like them to know of the long
> struggle for women's liberation, something about history and America
> and censorship. I might also hope to explain that social change does
> not come easy, that pioneers pay dearly and in unnecessary solitude
> for what their successors take for granted. Why do women seem
> particularly unable to observe and revere their own history? What
> secret shame makes us so obtuse? We did not create the community
> necessary to support each other against the coming of age. And now we
> have a lacuna between one generation's understanding and that of the
> next, and have lost much of our sense of continuity and comradeship.
>
> But I have also spent 40 years as a downtown artist habituated to the
> existential edge and even as I proclaim that all is lost, I am
> planning a comeback . . . imagining a sinecure in human rights for
> extreme old age, matched editions of my collected works, and final
> glory.
>
> Just last week, after a good dinner and a good play (Arthur Miller's
> American Clock), I lay awake scheming, adding up the farm rents and
> seeing the way to a summer of restoration, figuring to replace the
> slate roof on the farmhouse, to paint every building, the lavender
> house, the blue barn.. Bundling my sums together, ecstatic that I have
> finally paid off my credit cards, scribbling at three in the morning
> that I will plant roses again, the ultimate gesture of success. I will
> have won out after all. Living well is the best revenge.
>
> And then a trip to see my elder sister, the banker/lawyer, caps my
> determination. The Elder has a computer programme that guarantees you
> survival on your savings at 5 per cent interest if your withdrawal
> rate does not exceed 7 per cent - a vista of no less than 30 years. My
> savings plus my rat's turd of social security: the two figures
> together would give me a rock-bottom, survival existence. Thanks to
> the magic of programmed arithmetic, I am, at one stroke, spared the
> humiliations of searching for regular employment, institutional
> obedience, discretion or regimentation. Looks like I can stay forever
> footloose and bohemian, a busy artist-writer free of gainful
> employment. Free at last - provided I live real close to the ground.
>
> A longer version of this article appears in the summer issue of US
> magazine On The Issues.
>
> Kate Millett's life
>
> Born 1934 in St Paul, Minnesota. Educated at University of Minnesota,
> St Hilda's, Oxford, and Columbia, New York.
>
> Moved to Japan in 1961. Married fellow sculptor Fumio Yoshimura in
> 1965; split up in the 70s.
>
> Published Sexual Politics (1970); The Prostitution Papers (1973);
> Flying, her autobiography (1974); Sita (1977), about her doomed love
> affair with another woman.
>
> Active in feminist politics in late 60s/70s. In 1966 became committee
> member of National Organisation for Women. In 1979 went to Iran to
> work for women's rights; was expelled.
>
> In 1990 published The Loony Bin Trip, about her mental breakdown.
>
> In 1991 was back in the news after Oliver Reed, drunk, tried to kiss
> her on C4's After Dark.
>
> In 1994 published The Politics Of Cruelty.
>
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Gandhi
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